This past weekend I went through a lot and learned so many lessons that I can not even take it anymore. I can see clearly now. I am sure everyone has a bit of naiveness in them. No one knows everything.
On my way to type this update, I heard Pastor T.D. Jakes on the radio, and his tidbit of advice was, "If someone can walk away from you then let them walk. No matter how good they have been to you or what they have done for you or how attracted you are to them or vice versus, let them walk. Stop calling them trying to make them stay." That bit of wisdom cleared up a lot as well. I know that you readers have absolutely no idea what on earth I am talking about, but I will tell you one thing. I have walked away from some people and some people have walked away from me. And it hurts. But, the end statement that Pastor
Jakes said was, "Let them walk because they were not apart of your destiny anyway!" wow! I needed to hear that and right at the right time! Man! When I think of how I had to walk away from certain people. It was almost as if I had to force myself because I knew deep down that if I didn't change my ways in that area of my life then the worst would come. What could be worse than what I already have endured? THERES'S WORSE?
But what do you do when the person or people that you are walking away from were strong and held you down. Literally let you lean on them, how do you walk away from that? Or You held them down and up? So does that mean if they are still trying to be in my life then they are suppose to be there? One of the sides has to try and stay right? Or if both sides don't even bother then it's a wrap? Quite confusing. But spiritually I understand. I understand two ways of thinking from two-different realms of life. This is why people often do not understand. I guess you could call it straddling the fence. But almost over that bad boy. My leg is caught on a barbed wire. But I know it will heal. And I know I am almost ready to walk away completely.
What if the whole time you thought you were doing right you were actually doing wrong? And nobody ever told you?
What if the whole time you thought you were doing wrong, you were right? And nobody ever told you? And the only verifications or confirmations come from church sermons?
Go with whats right and positive. Lean towards the way that has no pain... at least try to. Why? Because God is love.
On my way to type this update, I heard Pastor T.D. Jakes on the radio, and his tidbit of advice was, "If someone can walk away from you then let them walk. No matter how good they have been to you or what they have done for you or how attracted you are to them or vice versus, let them walk. Stop calling them trying to make them stay." That bit of wisdom cleared up a lot as well. I know that you readers have absolutely no idea what on earth I am talking about, but I will tell you one thing. I have walked away from some people and some people have walked away from me. And it hurts. But, the end statement that Pastor
Jakes said was, "Let them walk because they were not apart of your destiny anyway!" wow! I needed to hear that and right at the right time! Man! When I think of how I had to walk away from certain people. It was almost as if I had to force myself because I knew deep down that if I didn't change my ways in that area of my life then the worst would come. What could be worse than what I already have endured? THERES'S WORSE?
But what do you do when the person or people that you are walking away from were strong and held you down. Literally let you lean on them, how do you walk away from that? Or You held them down and up? So does that mean if they are still trying to be in my life then they are suppose to be there? One of the sides has to try and stay right? Or if both sides don't even bother then it's a wrap? Quite confusing. But spiritually I understand. I understand two ways of thinking from two-different realms of life. This is why people often do not understand. I guess you could call it straddling the fence. But almost over that bad boy. My leg is caught on a barbed wire. But I know it will heal. And I know I am almost ready to walk away completely.
What if the whole time you thought you were doing right you were actually doing wrong? And nobody ever told you?
What if the whole time you thought you were doing wrong, you were right? And nobody ever told you? And the only verifications or confirmations come from church sermons?
Go with whats right and positive. Lean towards the way that has no pain... at least try to. Why? Because God is love.
