Life and Mondays

I do not know exactly what to write about today. I mean what hasn't happened to me the last couple of days? My driver's license and Social Securtiy card are missing, the CVS Minute Clinic charged me and took the rest of my gas money for work for the week so i could not go to work today. I have not met my deductable yet apparently. I always thought you get insurance, use it, and then if there is a copay you pay and after that insurance pays for the rest. What else?
I am learning to do better when it comes to budgeting. This year I will get my finances all on one accord. We can then proceed to live better again. After all this crap has happened to me I have decided to stop getting mad. I either caused things to happen or there are just way too many things beyond my control happening! no need to continue having nervous breakdowns. Everyone has issues. I just need to learn to handle mine better. I thought I was though...My cousin tells me that I blame myself for way too many things. Who is right? her or me? In order to move forward in life i thought I had to take responsibilty for my own issues. I am learning it.
have a Good Day folks

FORGIVENESS IS ALWAYS GOOD

I just had to share what happened to me yesterday at the public library. An old guy told me to go to hell! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT! And he knocked my things on the floor. He was shaking like a bag of popcorn. granted, I did tell him that I was not going to move because I needed to use the outlet. But then I nicely said sir, there is no line, you can sit at any computer that is open. So he tried to tell one of the librarians who clearly didn't care. then he said, "Well I will just go move your stuff and sit here because i signed up for this computer." Now, I had a camera connected to the computer and my purse and everything was there. I went over to the 70-80 year old man and said "You are being disrespectful." then when I saw that he had knocked my camera on the floor...Lord....it took everything within me to not lay this man out! I just breathed deep and told him if it were broke, i was going to charge him. he then proceeded to tell me to go to hell! I told him I will not be seeing you there sorry, I am going to heaven, and I walked away. My thing is how disrespectful he was and unwilling to just nicely go to another computer because I needed the outlet and my digital technology was still connected to the computer! Lord! So in closing it is always good to forgive immediately rather than waiting to forgive. If I had of waited i would have been pissed off the hwole time I was in the library.